:: Out of Spite, Out of Mind ::

:: Monday, April 21, 2003 ::

Beloved readership,

Appall'o'Jesus on the declining Freak Went "C" and lack of interesting topics on this blog.

It's been a lot of filler and fluff... no good stories or revelations...

I guess I've been waiting for something extreme to happen before I wrote about/shared it.

No Dice.

There is a small, intense, pinpoint light at the end of the tunnel- but I don't wanna jinx it... so I'll shut up again.

Lately I've been feeling guilty about this wall I've been building around myself, I don't even know why I'm building it. I'd much rather build a shrine of some sort...or a statue of someone...
a sexy shrine and statue... yeah...

how "randy".

I told my friend about this (the wall, not the shrine/statue) and said friend said "I find it interesting how many people are in the same boat emotionally..."

I guess I don't feel so alone - just hope the boat is big enough.

Are you in this boat? Do you find yourself building a wall?

:: Ol Man Factory 4/21/2003 12:40:00 PM [+] ::
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